Happy Easter....!

Life can be so unbelievably unfaithful to you that you cannot imagine....some people get what they want when they want it...Others don't even get it even if they deserve it....take for example a thing as insignificant as an apple.....it falls on some peoples head whether they want it or not...and others have to walk or drive for miles to get an apple only to be told..."ah we are sorry ....out of stock....next shop 50km..."
This happens with so many things in life...and when this happens one asks himself ...Why?...Why now..?....Why me ?
Is this the lord testing me or punishing me..? or is this my own fault...this would have never have had happened to me if I had been not so lazy...or more careful.
Or is it somebody else playing tricks on me.....?
The Day that is now completely over was one of the most important day of this year 2010 The Easter Sunday....I was hoping and planning to indulge myself with all the things I had kept myself away from during the Lent...But due to the gum infection and toothache....I was almost on fasting the whole day.I can't even have a cup of tea...a thing that I take for granted...I feel so awful and depressed.This has never happened to me before ever on an Easter Sunday.....every year I enjoy a lot on this day....eat the hot and spicy food so much that I begin to sweat like a pig...but today I am cold and dry....weak and unhappy.Maybe this is it...the Lord's way of warning me to be more careful about my diet and hygiene.If this is so than the Lord or whoever acted on his behalf...does care about me.....Wow !

Spy Wednesday....are we there yet?

Okay as you all know Iam not a christian by birth or by choosing never have and never will be....but there is something about the Lent that challenges me year after year...
In order to quench my thirst I give-up something that I consider to be indulging for the whole lent not just forty days...that is from shrove Tuesday to the Easter and beyond...This lent I gave-up all the things in the pictures here and more...
The thing I have felt about the Lent is that on the shrove Tuesday I was hopeful and worried and today when the Lent is almost over...I am humble yet fired up....The Lord acts in mysterious ways....!

Lent 2010

Lent 2010 begins tomorrow on Ash Wednesday.